Gaslighted by God: reconstructing a disillusioned faith

Introduction: This is not a book about that

Shell-shocked faith: reconciling scripture and experience

Asking: the God who demands too much

Apathy: the God who doesn't seem to care

Atrophy: the God who can't seem to act

Anger: the God of punishment

Ambiguity: the God of the inscrutable

Abandonment: the God who no longer feels present

Absence: the God who never was

Arbitrariness: the God of shifting goalposts

Antagonism: the God of chaos

Accountability: the God who expects us to act

Anxiety and abuse: the God of manipulation

Allegory: the God who must fit our narrative

Authenticity: a God of infinite faces.